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Had chemo today as you probably know, the original chemo regiment was two (maybe three but I think two) drugs pushed from a syringe and one bag that took an hour (think it’s the medicine pushed into a bunch of saline or whatever), this time is all bags.  That’s why it takes so long, got there 8:30am, got home at 4pm.  So far, it’s Read the rest of this entry »

I have trouble going to bed in general anyway, but when I’ve got something like this looming, it’s even harder to get to bed.  Think it’s subliminally like, if I don’t go to bed, that somehow means tomorrow won’t come.  Overall though, I’m not doing too bad mentally.  I’m a bit anxious and freaked out about how I’ll feel tomorrow.  It’s going to blow but how much is not known.  The first chemo I was having was ‘well tolerated’ and I ‘might have hair loss’, this one they didn’t Read the rest of this entry »

Like I said below, it was official this morning that it was hodgkin’s again.  The treatment is a new chemo treatment for two or three cycles (one treatment is a cycle), they don’t know exactly until they start and also depends on how quick they can get a response from my insurance about the stem cell infusion.  The treatment is three days in a row for 5 hours each but is out patient, so I’ll be going home after it each day.  It’s three chemo drugs that will Read the rest of this entry »

Dr. Dragon called this morning and talked to my mom and they confirmed I have hodgkin’s again.  I have an appointment with him at 2 to day.  May know more after that.

Haven’t gotten the results yet.  Don’t really know what to hope it is, I mean what else can it be that’s the same exact symptoms and not hodgkin’s?  I do however know what to hope for, that they do find a result.  I’d really rather not have a regular biopsy.

This time I didn’t really get any externally visible bruising but it was more angry in a different way.  Don’t know how to explain it.  The visible bruise from the original needle biopsy is almost all gone but I don’t think it’s fully Read the rest of this entry »

It definitely sucks less to get there at 12:30pm than it does to get there at like 8am like last time.  Different doctor this time, different nurse and different tech as well.  I didn’t go to the recovery room after, they just kept me in the room for an extra 20 minutes or something to make sure I was still good to go.  The doctor didn’t do any of the smaller needles, just the larger gauge clicking ones, he ask for size 18 and 20, not sure which he used or Read the rest of this entry »

Apparently the third needle, the larger one that was different than the first two is called a ‘core biopsy’ and mine was inconclusive or didn’t have enough tissue to be definitive or something like that that according to the lab.  So Dr. Dragon wants to try another core biopsy.  so that’s scheduled for Wednesday.  It’s probably going to suck even more to have them poking around when it’s still not really healed but I want this to be Read the rest of this entry »

Only got like 4 maybe 5 hours of sleep night before last, couldn’t get to sleep until like 1:30am, woke up at 3:30am and couldn’t get back to sleep.  Not sure if I woke up from my hip hurting or because I was cold, but my hip was hurting enough to keep me from sleeping.  After about 15 or 20mins I got up.  Didn’t want to take advil because of the needle biopsy (it thins your blood some, not nearly as much as aspirin but it does so you’re not Read the rest of this entry »

It was kind of a hurry up and wait situation. Supposed to get there a half hour early to get ready or whatever and I was in the room like 10mins before the scheduled time but the doctor got tied up with his previous procedure or whatever for like 20 or 30 mins (well, part of that he was ready but the lab tech wasn’t ready yet). It didn’t take long once he was there. Nurses got me ready, doctor found the spot with the ultrasound and then nurse gave me Read the rest of this entry »

I had my suspicions that Hodgkin’s was back for a few months now. That’s actually why I didn’t get my port taken out after the three month checkup even though Dr. Dragon said I could, ’cause I had already started feeling kinda bad (in the same way as I did before like a year chemo) for a few days every week or every other week for a month, month and a half at that point, so decided to hold off on getting the port taken out at least until I had some more scans.  Well, had some scans a month early because I started getting night sweats in addition to feeling bad more often.  But most of that you probably know at this point, so on to the new info.

One of the lymph nodes in my left pelvic area right next to my Read the rest of this entry »