MrbLOB9000

Well, the CT scan came back pretty good.  Think she said they didn’t find any lumps (when she called just now I was kinda awe struck or dumb founded or something and didn’t do much talking or clarifying but she definitely didn’t say that they did find lumps, so that basically means there wasn’t any).  She used some medical term or (more…)

I tried calling Marcia, Dr. Kaminer’s nurse but she didn’t pick up the page.  I then left a page with my name and number for Dr. Kaminer… I’m basically vibrating with anxiousness and nervousness…  I’ve never wanted to know something more in my life… and yet at the same time, don’t want to know…  It’s an odd mix of emotions, feel like (more…)

some images taken during the high dose chemo that I’ve been meaning to post but haven’t previously. (more…)

Last Thursday night I didn’t sleep at all.  Friday night I slept some but not great, way better than not at all though.  Saturday I looked at the paper they gave me with the zoloft (because it’s the only thing that changed) and trouble sleeping is a listed side effect.  I stopped taking it and started to sleep a little better.  I seem to be back to sleeping regular bad instead of extra bad.

I have  a CT scan tomorrow to check if the lumps are gone… I can’t help but be   (more…)

I met with the social worker and got a prescription for Zoloft from Dr. Kaminer. Only been two days so don’t feel any different yet. We’ll see.

Getting out and doing things helps but it’s hard to get myself to do stuff. I just don’t feel like doing anything. Also, there’s only so many times you can go to the grocery store or whatever. Right now I can’t guarantee I”ll be at (more…)

Sorry guys, it’s been to long.  I keep meaning to post but then not making time for it or not feeling like it.

Food has tasted pretty much like I’d expect it to for a week or two now.  Haven’t retried ketchup though (I did say that ot tasted SUPER sweet and really vegtablely to me the last time I tried it didn’t I?).  I have a couple problems with food right now. (more…)