Archive for December, 2010

Christmas is over

Sunday, December 26th, 2010

Well, Christmas is over and it hit me how close January is.  I think I was ignoring it, in my mind it was still a ways off but somehow now that Christmas happened it hit me and is kinda fucking with me a little.  The reason it has impact is that the last two Januarys I’ve been diagnosed with Hodgkin’s.  Think I’ve said that in a post somewhere, that (more…)

been far too long…

Tuesday, December 14th, 2010

Not sure what I’ve been waiting for with updating… I think I’ve been waiting for something to settle into some kind of rhythm, like equalize to some place but it’s kinda been a moving target.  I still find I’m not believing that Hodgkin’s isn’t coming back.  I find myself saying things like, “I don’t feel bad… yet…” when talking about (more…)