I had a PET scan early (for me) this morning. I don’t have the results yet, so I’ll have to wait until Tuesday… Basically go see the “no news is killing me” post for how I feel about not knowing. I had an appointment with Dr. Kaminer, pretty much a non-event. I’m doing better but it will be a month or two before I’m back more to normal and that I need to work and push to make that happen/happen faster… When I got home from the appointment I was feeling really down, even more so than I was feeling waiting for the CT scan but in a similar vane. I think it’s all the stuff I said in that post plus it’s hard to push yourself and do things that suck anyway, let alone when you don’t feel like doing much of anything at all. Went and got some dinner and feeling decently better, not good but better than I did a couple hours ago. Hoping the psychiatrist helps the situation but we’ll see. Got an appointment with the therapist as well. Think I’ve said it before, but figure it can’t hurt and best case it helps, worse case it’s totally retarded and I don’t go again.
Hoping my mood stays more like now for the rest of the weekend vs. a couple hours ago. Don’t know how easy it’s going to be but I’ll try.