I kinda don’t know what to hope for actually. Like what to hope the deal is with me I mean. Seems far fetched that it’d just be my immune system trying to catch up at this point, it’s been 5 months since my last chemo and I’ve felt progressively slightly worse. Seems to be logical that it’d be the hodgkin’s fucking me again but I don’t know, if it comes back and isn’t hodgkin’s, then wtf could it be?
Still haven’t gotten a scan or appointment scheduled, they didn’t call me today, will call tomorrow and see what the deal is.
Your worrying me…
Hmm… I see why you said that. Going through that whole ordeal it’ll take awhile to put the past behind and will forever be apart of anyone’s outlook on life.
I very much do hope this isn’t a relapse.