weird situation

I kinda don’t know what to hope for actually.  Like what to hope the deal is with me I mean.  Seems far fetched that it’d just be my immune system trying to catch up at this point, it’s been 5 months since my last chemo and I’ve felt progressively slightly worse.  Seems to be logical that it’d be the hodgkin’s fucking me again but I don’t know, if it comes back and isn’t hodgkin’s, then wtf could it be?

Still haven’t gotten a scan or appointment scheduled, they didn’t call me today, will call tomorrow and see what the deal is.

2 Responses to “weird situation”

  1. Reflex says:

    Your worrying me…

  2. Intuit says:

    Hmm… I see why you said that. Going through that whole ordeal it’ll take awhile to put the past behind and will forever be apart of anyone’s outlook on life.

    I very much do hope this isn’t a relapse.

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