{"id":521,"date":"2014-01-20T17:14:46","date_gmt":"2014-01-21T01:14:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/?p=521"},"modified":"2014-01-20T17:25:05","modified_gmt":"2014-01-21T01:25:05","slug":"this-is-why-i-ask-about-yell-yscream-y-music","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/?p=521","title":{"rendered":"this is why I ask about yell-y\/scream-y music"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>Just sent this e-mail to a friend and figured it&#8217;d a make a decent blog post as well:<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Been really liking this band La Dispute, both lyrically and musically.\u00a0 This is one of my favorite songs by them, St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blueshttp:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=BQvXff_mVkM<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>I can&#8217;t place exactly why but I get kind of emotional every time I listen to this song.\u00a0 It&#8217;s not the religious aspect, at least not directly, because I&#8217;m not religious at all&#8230;\u00a0 Something about their <!--more-->lyrics really speaks to where I&#8217;m at and where I&#8217;ve been the last hand full of months.\u00a0 Not just that song, basically that whole album and to a decent degree there two previous.\u00a0 listening to that song after finding the youtube link to give above and checking the lyrics posted in that youtube video&#8217;s description I almost started tearing up.\u00a0\u00a0 I made sure to link ones with the lyrics, since in all likelihood, most people won&#8217;t like the music and be able to get through it.<\/p>\n<p>a letter:<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/b1qHbE7GoAU?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>Checking the following link, I did tear up a tiny bit not enough to run.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>a Departure:<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/xwAZebh8In8?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>yep, there it is, tear ran down during this one.<\/p>\n<p>I See Everything:<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/lmKxZT5xR4Q?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Edward Benz, 27 Times:<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ju9jOFItvAQ?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>A broken jar:<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/0_Cy4N-xbU4?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<p>All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks:<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/lXNP-53zcfM?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>Right now I feel the pain from a deep sense of loss but somehow a spark of joy.\u00a0 A tiny bit for having had what Adam and I had, but also for having what I still have.\u00a0 I&#8217;m doing pretty well, I have my health (so far), I have my parents that I&#8217;m real close to and I have a woman that is amazing.\u00a0 It&#8217;s not all gravy but I cherish what we have and who she is more than she knows, or could even comprehend.\u00a0 In this moment I feel like not losing that, not losing sight of that feeling, is the most important thing.\u00a0 It feels both stronger than anything and very fragile at the same time.. and I&#8217;m not the only one that has to be on board tending to it, that has to feel this way for it to work, for it to continue.\u00a0 Which is pretty fucking scary.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t like uncertainty.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t like risk but there is no reward without risk.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>as I was trying to figure out what to listen to next, I had not hing that was similar that would be a good segway to, so put something on that was basically totally different and ended up with this and it somehow seems fitting:<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"450\" height=\"254\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/QmT_FnLk-Ss?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<p>(Lassie Foundation &#8211; I can be her man)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just sent this e-mail to a friend and figured it&#8217;d a make a decent blog post as well: Been really liking this band La Dispute, both lyrically and musically.\u00a0 This is one of my favorite songs by them, St. Paul Missionary Baptist Church Blueshttp:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=BQvXff_mVkM I can&#8217;t place exactly why but I get kind of emotional [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-adam","category-seattle"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pqH02-8p","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=521"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/521\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":523,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/521\/revisions\/523"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.mrblob9000.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}