Had the last appointment with Dr. Kaminer (the oncologist that did the high dose chemo with me) before I switch back to Dr. Dragon as my main oncologist. \u00a0Not much to report. \u00a0I ask about my hip hurting if that was normal or if it should be hurting or shouldn’t be or what. \u00a0She ask if I was more active and I said yes and she didn’t say anything but seemed to have the reaction of “that’s probably it” and moved on without really responding. \u00a0My hemogloben (think that’s what she said, red blood cells basically) is getting closer back to normal, it’s at like 11 and my previous normal before the high dose chemo was 14, so getting closer to normal and am just below the normal range, so still anemic but not as bad. \u00a0I was previously 9.5 a month ago. \u00a0Other than that, nothing really else to report with the appointment.<\/p>\n
Went back to the floor I stayed at for the month of the high dose chemo to see the nurses. \u00a0Clayton wasn’t there but Andrea and Lisa were there. \u00a0They were happy to see me and shocked at how good I looked, glad to see I’m looking healthy and normal. \u00a0It was weird being back on that floor and seeing the area again… It kind of felt how I’d imagine someone feels visiting a place that they had a bad accident or something… \u00a0Like seeing it made me imagine how I felt or what I went through and I didn’t want too or something… \u00a0Like I said previously, I think it (the experience of the high dose chemo and being in the hospital) effected me more than I previously realized. \u00a0Wasn’t too bad though, rounded a corner and then it was an area I hadn’t seen and so didn’t dwell on it.<\/p>\n
Also, I was thinking about it and I think being shorter than most people I think partially makes me feel younger than I am or younger in comparison to someone that is taller than me. \u00a0Or it kind of weirds me out when I’m older than someone that to me looks older than I feel and\/or is taller than me. \u00a0Doesn’t make good sense but I think that’s my subliminal reading of some situations. \u00a0Just random observation because I was thinking about why it kinda weirds me out that my main nurse Andrea was probably younger than me (She’s probably like 25, was my estimation and ask my mom what she though and she said like 25 without me saying what I thought). \u00a0I think it’s because she’s taller than me by a little, like when you grow up you’re supposed to be taller than people and I’m still not. Also, that she’s much more along than I am with her career. \u00a0Maybe that much should be all caps with an expclamation point in comparison to where I am… fucking a… \ud83d\ude42 Heh, anyway, guess that’s it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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